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Saturday 11 June 2011

Memory & perspectives on the repetition compulsion

Memories reside in our ego, in a part of our psyche where it is pre-conscious, that is, available to consciousness.  From cognitive psychology, we know that it is not the 'full story' which is remembered, but certain, skeletalized moments.  Remembrance is an act of construction which brings those few pivotal moments into consciousness overlaying it with schema or filtering it through our current object relations and narrativizing it into a fully-bodied story, image, memory.  Our ego is, in part, a great narrator, a great story-teller.

One important question about memory is why it is unable to inflect our future behaviour to be more adaptive: for example, the classic case of the individual who narrowly escapes an abusive relationship... only to immediately trap them-self within another.

Libidinal
 While memories reside in systems of consciousness, our behaviour and (re-)enactment may act as the place-holder of forgotten traumas which do not, because they cannot, reside in consciousness, to give a silent voice to pain.  An attempt at bringing it into the realm of the Real.  Phantasies, related to secret and repressed desires, seek their fulfillment and our ego is left to narrate the why in a consciously-acceptable mode.

Object Relational
 Individuals keep elaborating on the same object relations, each and every time.  A few basic transactional styles, primarily inherited in the earliest conflicts and introjected objects, continue to function for the individual, finding objects with which to reproduce the same.

Semanalytic
 The subject is repeating an early feeling state from the pre-symbolic world of the chora and the vocalics, kinesthetics, and chromatics of the semiotic pulsional network and the earliest worlds of representation.  The return to the chora is unconsciously desired after castration into the Symbolic and the only point of return, which gives a subtle kind of pleasure and feeling of 'home' even if it is a movement into terror, is in behavioural and interpersonal repetitions.

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